ShopDreamUp AI ArtDreamUp
Deviation Actions
Suggested Deviants
Suggested Collections
You Might Like…
Description
(I didn't think there was enough blood to require the Mature Content filter, but let me know if you think I should mark it as such anyway.)
So the past four months of my life have been a mess.
My mood has basically been fluctuating lately. Sometimes I just feel really depressed and anxious, but there have been a couple of times where I felt really great. And this has all been caused by something that's outside of my control.
It's pretty hard to explain, too, since it's such a long and complicated story. I've only bothered to tell a couple of my friends about it.
My mom also found out, but she doesn't understand it very well at all, so she's no help to me...
Of course, I drew this picture as vent art during one of my depressed periods, which was about a week ago. I'm feeling better now, but I think I can feel myself falling back into it again... I don't know when this insanity will end.
I need help, but I don't think there's anything that can be done.
Tangerine the Cat belongs to me.
So the past four months of my life have been a mess.
My mood has basically been fluctuating lately. Sometimes I just feel really depressed and anxious, but there have been a couple of times where I felt really great. And this has all been caused by something that's outside of my control.
It's pretty hard to explain, too, since it's such a long and complicated story. I've only bothered to tell a couple of my friends about it.
My mom also found out, but she doesn't understand it very well at all, so she's no help to me...
Of course, I drew this picture as vent art during one of my depressed periods, which was about a week ago. I'm feeling better now, but I think I can feel myself falling back into it again... I don't know when this insanity will end.
I need help, but I don't think there's anything that can be done.
Tangerine the Cat belongs to me.
Image size
511x427px 126.54 KB
© 2017 - 2024 CitrusChao
Comments20
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Aw no. I hope you are able to get control over your emotions again and am sending my wishes to you for it to happen. It's so hard seeing friends go through these tough times, as so many of mine (mainly at school as well unfortunately) have been going through them including abuse from parents, psychosis and just general sadness from the situations. I've probably also stressed them since I have a problem which resembles narcolepsy which only very recently came on. I know that my friend who has psychosis and I can't be stopped from having what we have, but I know there is ways it may get a little better even though it will never fully heal. If you're emotions cannot go, I at least think they will be able to heal up over time.
Also, another thing is a therapist can help if you are feeling this way. I got sent to a school psychiatrist in 2016 and she basically taught me relaxation methods to control my anger and sadness. They didn't fully help as I still have outbursts, but I don't have those outbursts as often anymore. I know at first it seems impossible that they're going to give any help, but after visiting them for a few weeks changes can be made.
(Sorry for this being a bit lengthy, just really worried about you, Citrus.)
Also, another thing is a therapist can help if you are feeling this way. I got sent to a school psychiatrist in 2016 and she basically taught me relaxation methods to control my anger and sadness. They didn't fully help as I still have outbursts, but I don't have those outbursts as often anymore. I know at first it seems impossible that they're going to give any help, but after visiting them for a few weeks changes can be made.
(Sorry for this being a bit lengthy, just really worried about you, Citrus.)